September 14, 2010
I’m here at work today thinking about you. And hoping you are ok, and not throwing up anymore like yesterday.
I know one day you’d understand why even on days that you don’t feel too well, I still have to go to work.
I need to believe you wont think I love you less. And I pray to God that you wont love me less.
I hope you know that if I could, I would just stay home with you everyday - even when you are not sick. I hope you know that I would rather be playing with you and singing songs with you or simply just be near you to watch you sleep.
But somethings just have to be done. Like work.
It’s probably not easy to understand why I can’t just drop everything at work everytime you get sick. I guess it doesn’t make sense when I say you’re the most important person in my life, and when you need me to be there with you, I can’t.
So today, to you, I will be the bad guy instead of the hero.
But that’s my sacrifice. For you.